So, I tweeted "Do, we girls, have to cry when we get married ? 'Cause I think most of them cry." And she, this Rasyiqah Razali replied to me saying that I keep talking about marriage this few weeks. Well, I guess I do because I think marriage is just a weird kinda of relationship where you live together and I don't think I can do that. It's scary, somehow to me. And I think it's weird when girls cry just after they got married. I mean isn't it supposed to be the happiest day of your life ? Why would you cry on your happiest day in your life ? And I told her, I don't think I can cry. Not because I don't want to but because I can't. And she said those words to me.
"Hahaha. Kau unik. Lain dari yang lain."
"Hahaha, you're unique. Different from the others."
I asked her, "Is that supposed to be a compliment or an insult ?" because people have been calling me words such as 'weird' and 'unique' these days. I asked her because I tend to think negatively on others' thought on me, even if they say something good about me. You see, I'm not used to compliments but I'm not used to insults too, so I don't know if being called unique is something I should be proud of .... or something I should feel bad of.