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aq xpernah menangis selama aq dk jauh dr family..kenape??..xpernah rase homesick nk blk rumah cm org lain...knape??..mungkin sbb aq xde perasaan..aq menangis ble aq stress...tue jer kowt..tyme bnda yg aq nk aq xdpt...tyme aq skt at gler babeng ngan sstgah org yg cm xpenah nk faham perasaan aq...well i decide who i want to give my love to...so jgn buat bnda tue jd a huge question ble ko tnye aq knape aq xley syg ko cm aq syg org laen...sbb aq xde jwpan...ko xtaw aq pown xtaw...it just that aq xrse yg aq patut syg ko..u know i never say i love someone..not others than my family..coz aq rase bnda tue embrassing gler...than aq jmpe my bff...dorang ajr aq how to express your love...aq blaja jgak sket2...just aq syg ko...sng..but i never put any feelings to it..coz aq xnk buat org tue my everything sbb when they left i know i've got nothing..idup nk sng..dun ever take risks...to lose your life for someone u know will never stay in your life...by now or then they live...no one stay...kn???...lantak la org nk kte aq nie sarcastic ker pathetic ker..who cares anyway...??..i live my life so i can enjoy every second living a life i want...no wonder org ckp aq physcho..no sense...or whatever...they dont even know me...well i'm living a pretty normal life ape..i make friends just to be happy..that's all..but i will never love them more than myself...