i love writing..sangat suke sbnarnye...i want it to be my passion..i want it to be my career..but somehow i just can't...it just that i can't keep going with the same genre of story...i love fiction but at the same time i know things aren't that well for me...happens all the time..sampai aku da xbley nk elak...

mus ko nie normal lg ker as a human?

yeap i guess i am.asal ko tnye aku cm aku nie dah cm bukan manusia?

nothing,just terase nk tnye...

erm,kind of weird nia...

i know.

hey,do you have any problems,ey?

nope at all.i'm just fine.maybe just......tired of life.

come on.bnda ape ko ckp nie?

haha.dah la..i meant nothing twin..

u know u can count on me ey?

always do.

good then.have some sleeps.i'll see u tomorrow morning.

sure.i'll get some sleep.will i see you again mus?

yeap.i'll wake you up as always.do you miss me?

i miss everybody.you,me,mom,dad and bro.

don't you?

yeap,me too.i wanna go back.but it will cost hell i guess.haha.

yeah.hell for sure.

mus,are you happy with your life?i mean do you have any purpose of living your life now?

sure i do,nia.i want to make everybody happy with me even i know i'm not capable of it,though.

you're a good kid.you'll sure make everybody happy with you.at least mom and dad,ey?

if i'm a good kid then so you are nia?

am i?

yeap.

almost sleepy?

sort of.

good night,mus.

night,nia.