erm da lame btol x update blog...almost a week i guess...so minggu niey mmg byk keje.ngan lab report,ngan quiz yg mmg cam da xde harapan nk dapay markahelok sket.haha:|erm da hbes bce tunas and aA+bB by hlovate..best mmg xbley nk ckp pe daa.tunas cm ok la.just that aku rse plik sbb knape kne ade two stories.kisah addin and benz and kisah a-cid,ko-i and the magnificient 7.but to still depends on hlovate la an?story die lantak die la nk taruk pown.knape nie mus..sebok sangat nk komen hasil seni org.try wt karya sndri pastu nk komen pown komen la.sah2 xde orang nk marah punyer.satu perkara yg pntng aku rase hlovate cm aku.seriously die melakar watak addin sme seperti die melakar watak aku.find a guy yg bley buat kwan yg u are comfortable with,dan aku xpernah menyayangi lelaki selain dr kwan2 kt sekolah dan family yg dalam circle la an?dgn papa dgn is.mne nk cri dua orang yg akan mengorban nyawa nk selamat an aku.mus ko mmg sarcastic.umur bru nk mencecah 19 tahun.da pndai2 nk maen bnda alah mcm niey.kne backhand dgn mama ngan papa bru taw.rndu is.selalu gaduh tp kdg2 ok jer klu tyme aku ngah sedey cm xckup tanah nk nangis.dgr jgak die.rndu papa.tiap kali mintak duit blanje murah jer tgan papa memberi.mne nk cri papa cmtue.yg xbyk soal.bile tnye nape papa xpenah tnye duit tue ktorg nk buat papa.tros die blas papa percaya ngan anak2 papa.xke skali punye terharu dgr cmtue.

sifat addin dan segala bagai yg laen except addin sbgai penjenayah di kolej tunas sume sme ngan die.sgt same.nampak keras sbb xnk nnt org akan salah anggap aku sbgai desperately friendly sdg an aku bukannya cmtue pown.tp xde la sampai cold-hearted,xde perasaan.heartless.tp ntah la.kdg2 tyme mood swing ble jer jd cmtue.an mus?..teringat zaman skolah dulu.adenye yg anti ngan aku and ade jgak yg aku anti mmg xbley blah.yg tue of course sampai xley kire.tolong la.aku ade hak pada sapa yg aku xsuke.sebok sgt nk ambik kisah hidup sape suruh.tgok muka mmg la aku rse cm nk backhand sepak terajang bukak silat gayong segala bagai.tp nseb baek die da xde.haha:|ntah melayang pg mne ntah.do i care anyway?of course la x.skali tgok mmg cm first tyme addin tgok benz.sah2 budak xckup kasih syg.backstreet boys la ktekan.huh?.agak la.xde la backstreets boys sgt pown.msok plak bab personaliti addin.keras kt lua lembut kt dalam.very sensitive tp xkn nk tunjuk.runtuh ego.i'll say anything just to protect my ego taw.haha..mmg...i'm egomaniac.so what?.sgt rapat ngan along..erm wlupun aku xde along tp adq aku tue da cm along pown kt aku.terlebey overdose matang taw.aku plak yg kurang.msti die yg ambk..haha.mus2.ko mmg.to btol per.piggyback aku.sape adq die penah wt cmtue.x an??tgok kn da ckp.

You wonder

Is it an angel or yet
Maybe a sweet dream that you can’t forget
So close yet far-fetched
Causing you to float on the line
between reality and fantasy

c/o Haunted the nightmares
Creates the ecstasy
Hlovate~oh poisonous honey
Love and hate
Driving me crazy

The poison ivy of Venus
Killing with venom so sweet
You’re losing your head
Don’t want it yet it keep haunting
Losing yourself in the suffocating mist

c/o

The blind arrows of
Piercing cold ice and
warm melting heart
Tearing me apart
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