I see & I hear

I keep seeing you in my dreams,
I ask, are you following me?
Funny, how when you mutter the words,
I couldn't hear you.

I see you when I am stalking the stars and the moon,
I see you when I am walking in between the flowers,
I see you when I am eating my red velvet cake as desert,
I see you when I am closing my eyes trying to sleep.

I keep hearing your footsteps,
I ask, why are you here?
Ironic, how when I start to feel you,
You are disappearing with every touch I make.

I hear your heart beats slowly and steady,
I hear the sound you make when you are breathing,
I hear the thumping blood vessels under your skin,
I hear your bones straining under your body weight.

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His inside is torn up,
But he pretends like it is nothing,
I walk pass him with a smile,
I know my kind of people too well.

He is always closing his eyes,
Like everything in this world hurts,
And he is avoiding them,
By closing his eyes.

He is always on his headphone,
Like every noise heard,
Could tear his inside,
Into a cold bloody war.

He is always in a dark clothes,
Dark sweatshirt and dark pants,
With dark journal and dark novel,
It is making him a dark person.

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She was the kind of beautiful that is hard to explain,
Like a broken mirror, for example,
Reflecting her own image,
Cutting her own skin,
Beautiful in her own.

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You should write a love story, they said.
How could I.... when I am so far away from being in love?
But your words are pretty.
Maybe because I have been falling in unrequited love too frequently.

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I don't believe in love and peace.
Love could only exists when hearts aren't broken.
And peace could only exists when wars are stopped.
Until then, I don't believe in love and peace.

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